The last few days of my life have been stressful, very stressful, yet memorable ones. And while talking on the phone with a certain army wife blogging was brought to my attention.
Now, to begin my rant..
I’m planning a wedding. I’m working two jobs, both new. (Today i came to realize one just wont work.. ) I moved to a different state. I’ve been sick, bored, lonely, and poor. I think i lost a close friend. I think i found a great one. I miss my fiancé, it feels strange yet SO wonderful call him that, that butterfly feeling. Also I’m realizing theres some personality traits i lack, like the one where you stand up for yourself.. what could we call that? Balls. yeah that works. And it’s really been kicking my ass the last few days.
All i can really think about is my wedding & my soon-to-be husband. I want him to have the perfect day, the best day of his life. Short after our marriage he’s going over seas. . Needless to say i want to spend every second humanly POSSIBLE with him.
And then when i write (well type) it all out (and after a 2 hr phone conversation) i’ve come to realize that… I have never been so happy. I don’t know what tomorrow holds, or any day after that. But i do know that i found the love of my life, not everyone can say that.
